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If i didnt have these excuses, what would i get accomplished?

The top three biggest excuses of why I feel so incredibly paralyzed.

1))Lack of money

--- which if i had enough of i could get rid of excuse number two and three and also have enough leftover to save the homes and purchase the tropical edible trees and equipment to protect them..

2) inadequate tech equipment to record the whole entire day :

- if we had THREE properly working camera phones that had enough battery life and storage capacity to video record for a whole day
Which also had decent audio recording capabilities
And then were able to easily and efficiently upload at the end each day onto the cloud

If we had infinite storage on the clouds

If we had properly working laptops we could work in yard with.

3) inadequate transportation abilities to get from property to property

- covid leaves us feeling unsafe to get rides (even after the vaccines come through i am afraid i know myswlf well enough that i still wont feel safe)

But i also know that i am not that great a driver so not sure if i would pass a driver's license test.

Not that we own a working vehicle anyways.

So if only we had one of our very own vans that seperated driver from passengers/cargo

1)so covid couldnt be transmitted that way

2)have it be ours, so we would know it was being contaminated by others

3) allowed room for garden equipment and plants

We could hire a driver but we have a friend who would drive us for free.

Id also idealy have enough money leftover to convert attic to a proper storage area and
Also to build a couple of storage sheds in back

And

Also pay for health insurance and maintenance upkeep.






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Originally published 403pm
Aug September october bpvernber December
No, January 31n 2021 sunday 404pm

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