Being honest, I really don't want to go back to the farm. As much as Mom is difficult here,I like it here at the hotel. We are all together and I cherish this time. Only I had to eat into all my reserves to stay here longer. Kiddo is mad at me bc i extended our stay by three days but we can't get the ride wee want back on the day so we extended our stay again..but if we had just made it fo four days the first time we could have had it at a discounted rate. I don't want to have to leave the hotel. Our two three biggest problems right now Lack of transportation Lack of money And our completely resistant and loathing the idea of going someplace where someone is going to try to control our lives and limit the freedom on how we do things . I don't want to leave this hotel bc even though mom doesn't like it as my much I feel mentally and emotionally safe here. If we were made of money then I'd have more freedom to come and go and we would just rent out the ...
GiveSendGo/HopingforaGarden keep envisioning that somehow either someone hears what we want to do with our home to help others and helps us to save it/ buy it back from the folks who bought our family's home of over 60 years from my ex. -- that somehow they have been prevented or stopped from trying to kick our family out. or maybe our two fundraisers are a succees, or maybe some other way that is still yet unknown --- but however it happens where years down the road, we are still getting to live here,in our family's home of over 60years.. that our history of all that we have in the home still exists.. that NONE of our history gets lost during their attempts to try to evict us from our home. we keep envisoning that somehow our battle has been won, and that somehow we have managed to buy back the home from those people who had bought it from my ex .. and now, now with strength and continuity of the history of our home, and it's healing that it provides us, we ...