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Make me this promise written 5/24/13

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originally Written 5/24/13
If anything happens to me i count on you to do everything in ur power to help scott and eagle stay on the path/journey i hope for them.
*keep them away from any psychologists/psychiatrists/so called mental therapists unless the therapist practices cnvc, and uses some tools from katie bryon's the work, the powerful healing self, the healing rythem's teachers, and
(Update 3/1/2015: i find it nteresting that i wrote the stipulation about the kind of therapist i would be okay with back then in 2013)

And to hire a woman who will strive to help them get all their needs met and who will help them to learn, practice and live their lives with the value system i wanted this family unit to work with.
And hopefully she will top that by being able to keep the house organized, clean and working to strive to accomplish some of my longterm goals in life for them and for me being able to help them accomplish some of eagle's and my long term goals.
I also count on you to salvage abd store evry piece or bits of my history some place for eagle and future generations of me so they can know me... especially anything i write from here on out!
I also have a hope that u will choose to cryogenically freeze my body along with theirs when their are ready along with my mothers and godmoher, till that day when they heal the ailments and we can all be together again.

I know all this is in your power to grant with little to ni dent to your own resources, so i am going to count on you to carry out my wishes, even if u currently think right now that the answer is no.

(Update 3/2015..i wonder who i was writing to back when i wrote this.  I have a theory about who it was)

originally published on 5/24/13 republished on 3/3/15 7:07am

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